Short post about some thing I would really want in life
to make it a little more happier~
I want:
-Coffee buddy/ Reading buddy:
So far I have none. I really want a friend who is willing to go to the library with me
and just sit down with me for the morning/afternoon.
I probably wouldn't be free at night lol.
A friend who can discuss about the books that he/she is currently reading and ask about mine.
Then we switched and cycles goes on.
That would be awesome.
Or simply a coffee buddy,
someone where is willing to sit down with me over a cup of coffee
and just talk.
It could be anything under the sun.
I keep my conversation topics wideeee so I can learn about everything LOL.
From politics, psychology, classmates to maybe something simpler such as... hobbies!
Sigh but I don't think I can find a coffee buddy at my age...
Most of them wouldn't want to just sit over a cup of coffee and talk about....LIFE.
I will have to wait till im older~
-More memory:
If you don't know,
I have the worst memory ever.
I think this was the effects of not sleeping/ unhealthy sleeping patterns.
I probably have already forgotten what I are last night....
But wait...who remembers that?
I want to have more memory!!
This would serve me good in work and well simply more efficient in life?
LOL. I'm trying ways to improve my memory and changing my sleep patterns.
Changing a sleep pattern requires so much "hard work" lol.
Especially during the holidays!!
-Explore:
By exploring I mean in Singapore.
I want to explore all around Singapore since this is my homeland.
After that I would probably make plans on where to travel next haha.
But for right now it is to travel to all the places in Singaporeee.
I would love to try out all kinds of food in the world.
Talking about food makes my mouth water,
I should start my food hunting adventures soon !!
I think thats all for now.
Love is not in my list because I don't think I am ready for a relationship yet.
I can't even not feel awkward when I'm talking to boys lol
.Or maybe I think I've talked too much.
And also, I'm analyzing most of them to see which one I will most possibly click with.
I wouldn't not admit seeing all my schoolmates getting into relationships is
making me tempted to get into one too.
Let's see if the heart or brain wins this.
Many thoughts running through my head now...its making me stop my work and losing the motivation to continue working on stuff,
which is making me "bored" when I have so many things that I'm suppose
to complete -,-...
So I shall get rid of this "boredom" by writing what I would do when I'm bored xD (irony)
1. Art
Doing art is something I love to do but it is super time consuming. It allows me to slow down my whole thinking brain and you know just relax. I am always alwaysss thinking even when im sleeping, wondering about the world/people/stuff/EVERYTHING. (possibly the reason why i have dreams every night). Art allows me to just focus on a certain topic to ponder about instead of everything under the sun haha. And its fun creating artworks out.
2.Reading
Reading is something I do if there is free time in between the stuff i have to do. I can't focus reading like reading for 4-5 hours thats impossible for me lol ._. But what I like about books: For fiction I like to get into the main character's shoes and experience the things she/he experienced. Its fun going into their world and see how they react to certain issues and people haha. ._. For non-fiction: I usually buy these books to learn/ check if what i think/understand about certain issues are true or false..and learn moreeee because learning is never enoughhhh.
3.Playing the keyboard
This is something I can't do if I am bored at night LOL but ohhh yesss I love playing my keyboard. It was something I self-taught myself to play and I love it. Im trying to learn classical pieces and its just amazing how with just fingers and keys we can actually make beautiful melodious music from them. Everything I mastered/ learnt how to play one part of a song, it just makes me so happy haha I ACHIEVED SOMETHING YAYYAY
4.Playing games
OBVIOUSLY I WOULD PLAY GAMES TO KILL BOREDOM. But playing too much games lead to me being addicted to them and wasting too much time playing games= precious day wasted. I bought too much games on steam sale now I need time to slowly play them all haha :DD BUT I REGRET NOTHING BUYING THEM THEY BE CHEAP.
5. Daydream
Sounds like something everybody would do. For me, if I daydream I can just zone out for an hour or so just letting my brain do the talking haha. When I was in Primary school my teachers would always complain how I always zoned out in classes. Oh but I can't survive without daydreaming, its some sort of de-stress for me. Being in my own world makes me happy hahahahah im weird.
Okay thats about all the things I would do when im "bored", but we shouldnt be bored because theres so much things to do in life haha.
How do animals communicate to each other...I mean they all have their different ways but what do they actually say to each other? Im hungry? Hi? I am bored? This is so interesting.
I don't know why but there was one day I was walking to school when I stared at the traffic lights and wondered why are traffic lights invented. First of all to ensure that there is road safety and second its to ensure there's order?
My friend once told me how this world has too much people and if she just disappears like this it wouldn't matter because the world still goes on.
I thought that was somehow true. But look, why do we need order?
In my opinion, its because everybody is unique in their own ways, we have our own way of doing things thus we need traffic lights to ensure everybody can follow the same set of rules so to prevent cars going bam-bam-bam on the roads.
You see, everybody makes a mark on this world. Each of us have our own different set of thinking. You can have a friend that has a similar personality as you, but its never the same. There will be little things that makes you unique as a person.
I believe people sometimes think they don't matter cause they got used to how society works, you know, work and work and excel in it=good future. People spent too much time working they lost their interest in life, the fun part of life.
So you know, never say you don't matter. Everybody matters.
smile! :)
