Weekly update: end of 3rd week of September

Here comes a weekly update~:

MONDAY:

Had a super long KTV session!

It was six hours long

and halfway through the fun

we actually got quite tired already 

and our singing was all

crappy and stuff LOL.

But hey now I know that SSC has 

a very affordable KTV place.

Each person was only $6!

But thats only if you come

in a big group haha.

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TUESDAY:

It was the day where all

our results will be released.

I was so nervous I

actually decided to 

stay up until 8am to see

my results. But alas, I dozed 

off around 4am.

What a noob I am.

I even dreamt about my results

lolol and when I woke up,

I just switched on my com straight away

and broke the results page

because I refreshed too much.

See how awesome I am?

Overall, it was okay and 

im hoping to achieve higher

next semester!

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WEDNESDAY:

Had a digital painting workshop,

I learnt a lot on

how to get inspirations 

but I don't really have the time 

to do much digital work now..

Went out with my classmates 

after that and 

shared inspirations!

That motivated to draw more!

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THURSDAY:

It was Mid-Autumn Festival!

I celebrated it with my classmates

and being a noob I am, 

burnt my finger with the lighter

because I didnt know

how to light candles.

AWESOME..

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FRIDAY:

Hanged out with my best friends

and found out about this

Korean 'fast food' place.

Instead of serving fries,

they served ramen too!

The whole place is like fast food

restaurant-based.And the toppoki

WAS GOOOOOD!!

Went coffee bean and tea leaf

to chat and it was

a bad decision to buy

iced caramel latte.

Apparently, the whole coffee

was filled with so much milk,

my lactose sensitive stomach

couldn't handle it.

I started to feel nauseous and stuff.

I hate that feeling..

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SATURDAY:

Because I went out too much,

I slept through this day..LOL

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SUNDAY:

IT'S JEFF'S BIRTHDAY!!

And I went out with my parents.

They bought me a new

backpack which was

quite branded but they 

were having a sale

so hey its

affordable!

 

Weekly update: end of 2nd week of September

Here comes a weekly update~
This week was probably filled will lotsa lotsa yummy food.

   

And these are the ones that I remembered to take ^

So since its holidays, I hang out with my besties weekly because I MISS THEM SO MUCH ;A;

(Sorry no picture because I looked really derp.)

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MONDAY:

 My classmates celebrated Calvin's birthday together

 with his best friends, Vincent and Mario.

That was probably the first time

I ate Shabu shabu 

and surprisingly it tasted really nice

even though I was pretty 

skeptical about cooking meat

for a few seconds lol.

I was actually a little pissed 

while I was eating because of

something that happened 

but I shall probably let

bygones be bygones ah well.

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TUESDAY:

Tuesday was just being Tuesday

with me being "deaf" 

because of a flu that made my ears 

blocked. I couldnt really hear 

what others are talking

because they all sound so muffled.

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WEDNESDAY:

I spazzed about this korean idol 

because it is normal

for a female to do so.

I really like this guy's character

a lot because his

personality is pretty much

THE ONE IM LOOKING FOR.

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THURSDAY:

Was supposed to go KTV 

with my besties but 

the KTV place said that 

they had some electrical problem

which means no more KTV..

So we went bowling instead

and I spent my game

rolling the ball down 

the "drain".

Emily got first~

which was quite shocking haha.

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FRIDAY:

My school's results are out 

and I did quite well

(my expectations of myself = low)

Was quite happy for the rest of the day 

Whee~

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SATURDAY:

Went to my grandparents house

and played with my 

younger cousins~

I actually played lego

and they all laughed at me 

for being the biggest kid

but lego is fun yo.

And I found out one of them 

was hospitalized due to

some virus or something.

Hope he gets well soon~

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SUNDAY:

Went to my other grandparents house

for a meal to 

celebrate mid-autumn,

Some conflict happened but 

luckily it didnt erupt into

some hardcore 

taiwan drama haha.

My family went shopping

for food which is 

always my favourite haha.

I had a feast on this day.

awww yeaaaa.

Neglected

I think my blog feels really neglected. I should probably start blogging weekly or something. 
I'm too tired to blog today haha.

Sad.

Been so long since I've felt this way. The "sad, frustrated, with a lot of pent up emotions in me" mood. I get this kind of mood when im home after a busy day and an argument has to be created at the peaceful atmosphere of the house. And the argument was about such a trivial matter. I don't get it. Just forget about it.
I hate how tough I always want to be. I want to be my own hero, thus I resist breaking down or showing my weak side to others. I never complained how painful it was to fall because I believed it was part of building me up. I trained myself so I won't fear for my safety.
As a female, having this kind of character/attitude is to a disadvantage, I don't like how males care for females because I kinda think it makes females look weak. Thus I always push them away. It's just my mentality, my opinion. Of course, sometimes I wonder whether I'm doing the right thing or will I regret it.
 However often, I stand back up and just suck it up. I have this energy bar for both work and play. Each has 100% and if I don't spend it I get really restless and it feels like I have not really used the day for a good purpose.
There goes my rant. see ya.

Disgusted

Today I sat down and reflected to myself. 
I just realised how disgusting my actions were. 
Its the actions I told myself to avoid at all cost. 
Because these are the things that cause misunderstanding
 and arguments to occur. 
Somehow it may because I had enough already and 
I just want to find places where I can just have fun 
without having to worrying about such trivial matters.
 Yes, if only everybody can get along.
I should stay away from social media,
 there's just too much going on there and
 its making me unhappy.

I want:

Short post about some thing I would really want in life
 to make it a little more happier~

I want:

-Coffee buddy/ Reading buddy:

So far I have none. I really want a friend who is willing to go to the library with me
 and just sit down with me for the morning/afternoon.
 I probably wouldn't be free at night lol. 
 A friend who can discuss about the books that he/she is currently reading and ask about mine. 
Then we switched and cycles goes on. 
That would be awesome. 
Or simply a coffee buddy,
 someone where is willing to sit down with me over a cup of coffee
 and just talk.
 It could be anything under the sun.
 I keep my conversation topics wideeee so I can learn about everything LOL. 
From politics, psychology, classmates to maybe something simpler such as... hobbies! 
Sigh but I don't think I can find a coffee buddy at my age...
Most of them wouldn't want to just sit over a cup of coffee and talk about....LIFE. 
I will have to wait till im older~

-More memory:

If you don't know,
 I have the worst memory ever.
 I think this was the effects of not sleeping/ unhealthy sleeping patterns.
 I probably have already forgotten what I are last night....
But wait...who remembers that?
I want to have more memory!! 
This would serve me good in work and well simply more efficient in life? 
 LOL. I'm trying ways to improve my memory and changing my sleep patterns.
 Changing a sleep pattern requires so much "hard work" lol.
 Especially during the holidays!!

-Explore:

By exploring I mean in Singapore.
 I want to explore all around Singapore since this is my homeland. 
After that I would probably make plans on where to travel next haha. 
But for right now it is to travel to all the places in Singaporeee.
I would love to try out all kinds of food in the world. 
Talking about food makes my mouth water,
I should start my food hunting adventures soon !!

I think thats all for now. 
Love is not in my list because I don't think I am ready for a relationship yet.
I can't even not feel awkward when I'm talking to boys lol
.Or maybe I think I've talked too much.
And also, I'm analyzing most of them to see which one I will most possibly click with.
I wouldn't not admit seeing all my schoolmates getting into relationships is 
making me tempted to get into one too.
Let's see if the heart or brain wins this.

Boredom strikes again

Many thoughts running through my head now...its making me stop my work and losing the motivation to continue working on stuff, 
which is making me "bored" when I have so many things that I'm suppose
  to complete -,-...
 So I shall get rid of this "boredom" by writing what I would do when I'm bored xD (irony)

1. Art
Doing art is something I love to do but it is super time consuming. It allows me to slow down my whole thinking brain and you know just relax. I am always alwaysss thinking even when im sleeping, wondering about the world/people/stuff/EVERYTHING. (possibly the reason why i have dreams every night). Art allows me to just focus on a certain topic to ponder about instead of everything under the sun haha. And its fun creating artworks out.

2.Reading
Reading is something I do if there is free time in between the stuff i have to do. I can't focus reading like reading for 4-5 hours thats impossible for me lol ._. But what I like about books: For fiction I like to get into the main character's shoes and experience the things she/he experienced. Its fun going into their world and see how they react to certain issues and people haha. ._. For non-fiction: I usually buy these books to learn/ check if what i think/understand about certain issues are true or false..and learn moreeee because learning is never enoughhhh.

3.Playing the keyboard
This is something I can't do if I am bored at night LOL but ohhh yesss I love playing my keyboard. It was something I self-taught myself to play and I love it. Im trying to learn classical pieces and its just amazing how with just fingers and keys we can actually make beautiful melodious music from them. Everything I mastered/ learnt how to play one part of a song, it just makes me so happy haha I ACHIEVED SOMETHING YAYYAY

4.Playing games
OBVIOUSLY I WOULD PLAY GAMES TO KILL BOREDOM. But playing too much games lead to me being addicted to them and wasting too much time playing games= precious day wasted. I bought too much games on steam sale now I need time to slowly play them all haha :DD BUT I REGRET NOTHING BUYING THEM THEY BE CHEAP.

5. Daydream
Sounds like something everybody would do. For me, if I daydream I can just zone out for an hour or so just letting my brain do the talking haha. When I was in Primary school my teachers would always complain how I always zoned out in classes. Oh but I can't survive without daydreaming, its some sort of de-stress for me. Being in my own world makes me happy hahahahah im weird.

Okay thats about all the things I would do when im "bored", but we shouldnt be bored because theres so much things to do in life haha.

Animals socialising.

How do animals communicate to each other...I mean they all have their different ways but what do they actually say to each other? Im hungry? Hi? I am bored? This is so interesting.

Sadness

Traffic lights

I don't know why but there was one day I was walking to school when I stared at the traffic lights and wondered why are traffic lights invented. First of all to ensure that there is road safety and second its to ensure there's order?
My friend once told me how this world has too much people and if she just disappears like this it wouldn't matter because the world still goes on. 
I thought that was somehow true. But look, why do we need order? 
In my opinion, its because everybody is unique in their own ways, we have our own way of doing things thus we need traffic lights to ensure everybody can follow the same set of rules so to prevent cars going bam-bam-bam on the roads.
You see, everybody makes a mark on this world. Each of us have our own different set of thinking. You can have a friend that has a similar personality as you, but its never the same. There will be little things that makes you unique as a person. 
I believe people sometimes think they don't matter cause they got used to how society works, you know, work and work and excel in it=good future. People spent too much time working they lost their interest in life, the fun part of life. 
So you know, never say you don't matter. Everybody matters.
smile! :)
 

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